The beginning isn't near as fun as the middle....

 

Ever tried to do this >??>Damn  near impossible I have tried on multiple occasions to get away from myself and it just never ends well...  I am my worst critic, my worst friend, my worst ally, i am, the worst.... to myself..  I can find the good in almost anyone or anything accept me...  I think i am too extra or too noisy, or too everything to anyone else accept good.. These are internal struggles that I will always deal with and one day I will conquer them..Today, they are steadfast and thriving in my head...  I used to blog a lot.  It helped me organzie thoughts and have a timeline to see progress..  At the advise of those who help me manage my head thoughts,  It was suggested that I begin again...  

So, Here i am with my thoughts and the computer.... Once again....  I want to go ahead and give a glimpse of what some of my randomness will look like to most of you all reading this.. I have no filter.  I will not apologize for offending you... I will preface bliogs before publishing them if they contain content that need not be for the faint of heart...  
Which will probably be on a regular basis.. You know what? scratch that... You have been warned... Read at your own risk... Judge me, I don't care... This blog is for me to vent, so I will.. 

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Hope to find you all well and staying healthy.... The pandemic could be a blog all by itself and what we have all endured during this time in history... yes, I said history.... It s what it is...

We survived a Hurricane Hell...  WE did survive and hopefully now after two years we can begin to make progress with going forward in life.. A lot has happened in our Family in the last two years... A lot of bad and some good...  
We are trying and that is all that matters...  If you are family to me or Josh then you know the events that have taken place.. We plan to be stronger and better people at the end of the day.  I am sure some have heard things that were disheartening to hear and I would like to believe we have support in trying to be better people and better parents.. 

Your opinion is irrelevant at this point... We will always make the best decision for our Family... 

It is not easy having to surrender and say " ok,, I need to learn from this//// where do we begin?'  

I may be my worst critic but I know that I am a good person... I care way too much about others and I love ridiculously hard... if that's wrong in your book, then don't turn another page in my book... ever...

I will leave this as my first entry... More will be revealed.. Join me on this roller coaster and we get through life and learn from our experiences... Hope to see you on the Journey... Your choice, jump on or jump off... TATA for now.

Love.

Michelle and the Tribe....