The beginning isn't near as fun as the middle....
Ever tried to do this >??>Damn near impossible I have tried on multiple occasions to get away from myself and it just never ends well... I am my worst critic, my worst friend, my worst ally, i am, the worst.... to myself.. I can find the good in almost anyone or anything accept me... I think i am too extra or too noisy, or too everything to anyone else accept good.. These are internal struggles that I will always deal with and one day I will conquer them..Today, they are steadfast and thriving in my head... I used to blog a lot. It helped me organzie thoughts and have a timeline to see progress.. At the advise of those who help me manage my head thoughts, It was suggested that I begin again... So, Here i am with my thoughts and the computer.... Once again.... I want to go ahead and give a glimpse of what some of my randomness will look like to most of you all reading this.. I have no filter. I will not apologize for offending you... I will preface bliogs before publ